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This is something i wanted to post a long time ago. i ddnt coz he saved me that night. but now he has gone away and i wont get him back again. he doesnt love me anymore, so i am left with my feelings and a broken soul. I want to die. That is all.

dont u just love it when people who u though were ur best friends just dropp u for a new bunch of friends? it hurts... a lot. especially wen they dnt seem to realise how much they hav really hurt u... and how much u appreciated their friendship in the first place. i miss him.. i miss talking to him about anything and everything.. i want my friend back.. without him i am sad all the time.. i dnt know what to do... xxx

OMG OMG OMG school formal has been organized. me + formal = super excited. so, i finally worked up the courage to ask this guy that i like. i was shitting myself. and thats putting it G-rated. i kinda almost asked on monday. i mean, i kinda implied that i wanted to go with him. i dnt think he got it tho... anyways i spoke to him on tuesday. he said that yes he did understand what i had said but............... he had to ask his mum first and that he couldnt bring himself to ask her the night before. so, last night, he apparently worked up the balls to ask her......and..........today at school, he said to me..................................